So this is it. Another day of self thoughts. Something that happens very often for all of us, especially with the year coming to an end.

Well for one thing that seems to be very obvious is that I seem to recollecting the past on a larger scale. Most of the time I'm doing it by old photographs and some of my old drawings. but this time, I've taken it too meeting some people of the past which some I try to avoid and some that... well... just seem to be busy with their own stuff.

See, it's just that I don't really mix well with society. Sometimes I'm always in a disposition whereby I feel out of place whenever I'm at a party or even with a small crowd. So it's either I'm just as quiet as a mouse or as crazy as a maniac. So I feel like maybe that I've given a weird impression of myself and thus i feel out of the loop. So during a certain few 'friends' were just out of reach.

And i seem to reconciling with them back like collecting lost Pokemon that I seem to care dearly. New ones are coming along the way and you get to know more about them. And yes, I feel some drifting apart due to some actions that just hurt me really bad. But I guess the way life goes. Some stay by. Some don't. But I guess in a way, it's up to us to see if you can make a friend work. No matter what the circumstances are. And if you don't anything to that friendship, well it's better to go separate ways...

As for what to anticipate in 2010, more awesome and anticipating movie coming it's way. Iron Man 2 is making it's way which has a lot to look forward to. The Kick-Ass movie looks promising. Can't really think about others new ones but yea. Seems to be a lot into although the movie scene in Hollywood seems be running out of ideas...

Also the most important thing though is that I'm this close to finishing my friggin' degree course. And once I hold the scroll, it's gonna be a new phase for me and also more opportunities to grab along the way in order to achieve the dream that I yearn.

And I'm done.

So my guess is the surprise of the year is when the House of Mouse (Disney) bought the House of Ideas(Marvel) for 4 billion last Sunday. Something that I couldn't really accept at 1st.

Then after a little cooling system and a little thought and some opinions, I guess it ain't that bad. Sure it's all about the money. But under the direction of the current CEO, Bob Iger, so far many accomplishments have been made. For one, Disney had fixed it's relationship with Pixar. It's also shed it's 'sugar and spice' front and gone to edgier movies like the upcoming and dark Alice in Wonderland and A Christmas Carol. Jerry Bruckheimer movies are now under the Disney tag. The Disney TV stars like Miley Cyrus, the Jonas Bro, Selena Gomez are part of the pop icons like never before... although it's very over rated =-=. I guess there shouldn't be a reason to think of the negative... I feel...

Well just thought I'd give my piece cos one of my art pieces is getting faves like i've never gotten before...
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Yea I conjured this out of boredom months ago... Just thought it would be interesting to have 2 wildcats from each side into a pit-fight. Never knew it would actually be an early prediction.

Ah well. Thanx for the fave you guys. Glad to come up with this accidental piece

No worries. Not the last journal of my life here. Just a little thought I have been having....

Let's take a moment to recap.

-David 'Kwai Chang Cane' Carradine died sometime ago due to strangulation. (Whether it's an accident or murder, I don't really bother)

-Michael Jackson, the King of Pop, and Charlie's Angel Farah Fawcett passed away on the same day last month.

-And just more recently, Yasmin Ahmad, one of my homeland's film directors just had a stroke and died last night. I was lucky to watch her last work, TalentTime. It was the most beautiful movie in Malaysia. (Cos most of the movies that come out from other directors are either copy cats from the West or just plain stoopidity only catered to their own kind.

I know. All of us someday would have let our spirits leave our bodies. But it hits an impact when you realize these people who are good at what they do and what they do means something to them and also to others. And I feel like doing something on my part too. In order to feel like I've actually done something worth while. Where you've put everything you've got in it.

So i guess before my time comes, I have to something bout it for myself....

Like the title says
Help wanted.

I need your vote to win RM300 from a T-shirt designing competition.

Here's the link to the chose piece.
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and here's the link to vote...
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Your votes are well appreciated. thanx

Another semester is done. A bit disappointing since only made slight progress. But you know what. I hope for the best in the future... I tend to repeat myself a lot...

As for new arts?

Well not wanting to let the cat out of the bag. But my sis has enrolled me into a comic competition. No ideas on what they are. But i've got months to go. So i'm making my preparations so that I that I can balance myself with my 2nd life... and a possible 3rd life as well

I'll try and squeeze some new suff I got

Oh! And i've got a new art gallery too. pretty much the same thing you see from dA but ...

ah well just check it out!

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